therainonthewindowpane:

i really am afraid of being loved, aren’t i?

it honestly scares the complete

shit

out of me

and it should

it really

fucking

should

because love is supposed to be 

everything

nightmares are made of

it’s hard to trust someone

no

almost impossible

to trust someone so completely

when they have the ability to 

make 

or 

break 

you in an instant

and what makes it harder?

even harder

yes

is when you can hardly 

trust 

yourself